WolfsThorn

In the depths of my soul, There is a darkening hole. Shadows creep over my heart, threatening to take every part. This battle will never end, And i'm starting to see a trend Of things getting worse. how can I get out of this curse? Somethings got to change, My life I need to rearrange. even though I wish I could be ok with this, I need to find something that gives me bliss. This battle I hope to win, Before i'm overtaken by my evil twin who ravels in the sins i'm doing, And new plots is always brewing. But alas I shall pull through, And at long last become anew. No longer having to worry, Letting the past become blurry.

You knew we would never be together, But that didn't stop you from getting closer. I refused to let myself see, That your heart could never belong to me. Now your gone and happy, I knew for me it'd only end badly, But I let myself open up, Just to see it blow up. Sure I regret what we did, Because I acted like a kid. In the end it wont matter, That you took my body like cancer. You never cared like i cared for you, Thank goodness I finally had a breakthrough. So goodbye my almost lover, I'll try not to taint memories with anger.

Let me fall into your arms, So that I may come to no harm. With you I know not to be cared, And that my heart can be repaired. I know I can trust you with my secrets, And that you wont push my limits. Yet i'm still hesitant to give you power, To break through my armor. Give me reasons to my rhymes, Help me commit the perfect crime. Tell me about sunshine, And make me get rid of my broken heart shrine. Make me believe that this could work, Promise that you wont just be another jerk, And I might take your hand, Together we'll watch this train-wreck land.

Beware, and enter not into the fray, for your heart will be led astray. My heart is not a prize for victory, but rather it is beaten, scarred, and bloody. Fear not, for there will come a time, When all wounds will heal from the crime. There will be one whom I will choose, So do not deceive yourself that you can win or loose. Oh, many will come and try to steal me away, But I will try to hold them at bay. Because in the end i'd only hurt them more, Than if my foolish heart had never opened that door. It's a heavy load; to carry my heart, and very few can successfully play the part. Only few have escaped unscathed from my web, Ye

I was only sixteen years old, When you stole my soul. My innocence you took, With that longing look. You knew it was wrong, I tried to be strong, Yet you still led me astray, My desires I couldn't betray. I thought I wanted to, I'd have my regret, you knew, But you still continued on, Even though you knew it was wrong. When it was over i cried, Because deep down I knew you had lied. And even though I pushed you away, I really wanted you to fight and stay. For awhile I was in denial, Our love went on trial. And when push came to shove, You pushed away my love. You said goodbye to me, And although I couldn't see, This i

One kiss, fire Filled me with desire Sweet intoxication With a hint of caution Light touch Almost too much Close to the edge we danced In a lovers embrace, entranced Hands filled with greed We grabbed with intense need Never went too far But still left a scar We had fun And when it was done We left with the memory Of what could never be

With one touch, my body ignites. In your love, my soul delights. We entangle in one another's arms, And in the morning ignore the alarms. Such a sweet hopeless romance, Started when we were wearing our pj pants. I could have layed forever with you, No one ever had a clue. I fell asleep to the beat of your heart, For those few hours you where my sweetheart. I took what I could get, Rolled the dice and took a bet. We may have had to friend-zone each other, But I know our future will be brighter. Out summer romance would never have lasted, Yet I do not regret the relationship we started.

I thought I knew you, And believed what you said was true. But I was wrong to trust your lies, I should have gone with what I saw in your eyes. I let you get too close, Closer than I let most. You helped me see, The beauty that was always inside me. Yet you left me here, broken. My heart you have frozen. I can't let myself open up, Whenever I start, I lock up. I thought I was in love, The happy ending I dreamed of. But now, I confess, i'm filled with despise. And left to my own demise. I may end up tearing myself apart, However, you're only the start. There will always be another, With hopes of being my lover.

Lost all self purpose, Floating just below the surface. Afraid to rise, but needing air, Pretending that I don't even care. Bipolar with emotions, Causing all kinda of commotions. Letting my hurting heart bleed, Acting like I don't know what I need. Maybe if I took a chance, To find romance, And finally let someone in, I'd be happier than i've been, But the risk is too high. The pain i'm already in I can't deny. Why hurt myself further? When it'd end up feelin like murder. I'll eventually drown. Or have a breakdown. Either one won't bring me happiness. I'll keep living this life aimless. I hope to one day find a way, Have

If I give myself up to the deep, My heart would I keep? I fear I may loose my soul, And be forever lost in this hole. I balance between right and wrong, Yet my decision I can't prolong. I must make a choice, To hide, or raise my voice. If hiding I choose, What I have to loose, Is my chance to find harmony, And just live with the memory. Yet if I choose the raise my voice, I might make a wrong choice. I'd live with regret, And my memories i'd forget. So as I try to balance between the two, I try not to fall through, And keep myself from the deep, So that my heart I may keep.